Survival.
Your a fucking little punk.
I'm sick of hearing you whine and cry about everything that happens in your life like its not your fault.
These things happen because YOU cause them to. You have no compassion for anyone or anything but yourself - your a selfish fool.
You let stupid events get under your skin and blow them out of proportion. YOU, are the reason all your friends are "lieing"- "dicking you over". Did you ever stop to think that maybe they didnt want to leave, maybe they wanted to be your friend, maybe the valued your friendship? As small and seamless as it may have seemed.
None of us will ever feel like you do now, because we are all above this childish behavior you seem to be accustomed to. We will go on living our lives, forgiving, understanding. While you remain a lonley prick who only cares about himself, and whatever two legs your in between.
Maybe everyone is getting sick of you. Maybe your time in "Paradise" is running out.
Grow The Fuck Up.
Before you lose it all.