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it's incredible that people can learn so much. i feel like i discover thousands of ideas every day. i never thought my life would be where it is right now, but i'm not upset at all. yeah, i would love to be in school right now, but i have time. i need to organize my life right now. i need to learn about who i am. i feel like i am constantly changing every second, like i change as often as every moment that i experience in my life changes. at any given point in history in my life, i am a completely different person than i am in any other. sometimes, it's hard for me to understand how people can have themselves together at my age. how do you do it? am i the only person that feels the way i feel? some days i can't even focus on anything because my mind is just firing thoughts off one after another. i don't know how to be productive with it.