For three weeks she sleeps through the rain...
So this is me talking.
Well, Ben's mad at me. Don't want to talk to Jessica. Wow, I think Brandon's the one I'm actually LEAST pissed at right now, even though I should be fucking angry at him for being even remotely fliratious. But no, I actually feel like calling him and talking to him about the fact that my best friend is mad at me and I don't know why and I'm probably going to lose him again. Figures. I deserve it. I deserve to cry over Brandon, I deserve to cry over every word Ben says that makes me think I am a terrible person, and at the end of the day I deserve to have no one.
Well, Ben's mad at me. Don't want to talk to Jessica. Wow, I think Brandon's the one I'm actually LEAST pissed at right now, even though I should be fucking angry at him for being even remotely fliratious. But no, I actually feel like calling him and talking to him about the fact that my best friend is mad at me and I don't know why and I'm probably going to lose him again. Figures. I deserve it. I deserve to cry over Brandon, I deserve to cry over every word Ben says that makes me think I am a terrible person, and at the end of the day I deserve to have no one.