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I'm a liar. I cant stop typing in this thing... it's so addicting.
I was really tempted to hurt myself today.. I dont want anyone feeling sorry for me not that anyone really reads this. I ALMOST did it because I feel really bad about what I said. I think that I really like Sam and I am scared which is why im pushing him away... I feel really bad because I want to talk to him so bad but everytime I even talk to him on the fucking internet it feels wiered. I fucking hate it. Ugh Im fucking crying my eyes out and everything is so confusing. I bet if I just end it all the world will be better... god what an idea.
Im sick of feeling broken . . . When will you be missing me so i wont be alone?
I was really tempted to hurt myself today.. I dont want anyone feeling sorry for me not that anyone really reads this. I ALMOST did it because I feel really bad about what I said. I think that I really like Sam and I am scared which is why im pushing him away... I feel really bad because I want to talk to him so bad but everytime I even talk to him on the fucking internet it feels wiered. I fucking hate it. Ugh Im fucking crying my eyes out and everything is so confusing. I bet if I just end it all the world will be better... god what an idea.
Im sick of feeling broken . . . When will you be missing me so i wont be alone?