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[takethestripes]

quote that changes my perspective: if you think of things that way, things will be that way" or something to that effect. donated by mister matt its gonna be alright bell. that's what i like to call him these days. i think that most people that i used to not think about at all are it. this is it. i can't kiss on the spot but what the hell i can laugh like her and i can say hello like her and i can see the way she moves so relaxed. i can do that too. mother mary told me something remarkable. i'm not sure what but it was in there somewhere. i still can't kiss on the spot but i can remember how she goes about things and say" hello" with a tilt of the head and i'll slowly learn what it's all about to live the way i tell others too. don't be careful.. life is far too much for that. the only thing these days that keeps my stomach from being invaded by the flutter bugs is remembering her way of it all. maybe one day i'll tell her it was her who is helping me take my next step. there will be only one left after that- but i think this one may allow me to kiss on the spot and you'll like it. who wouldn't? then edwin mccain starts playing and the lights suddenly come on. and this all makes sense and its all right for some reasons beyond me and all my principles at this point.so hey baby hello heehee well maybe its just this way. she rules. and i can say that i depend on her too a little, and she teaches more in one single sitting then most do in a year and a half of constant banter and those casual consistent sittings in one of 2 houses. this is exclusive. there's the ones who can tell and shut up.shut up, stupid. tell me. tell me more. thanks for liking me through my insecurites. my insecurities are turning into a security blanket. it's light blue and smells like reggae. it will have to go. hippie shit. i'm replacing it with black satin and lace. because life is far too much for all this. this is where we part. i have to refocus agin on how to say hello. it keeps my heart in love. it is friday after all...
until the next time, they say... davis