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I hate shopping. But today I went to the mall expecting to come back empty handed. I actually found a cute outfit that improved my spirits a whole bunch. Dan was a sweetheart and went with me. He was patient and a helpful critic. We had a good time.
I miss being surrounded by people who know me and dont hate me for being a bitter person. Dan knows me, but I'm talking about platonic friends. It's nice to feel understood. But my true pals are faithful writers/callers and I find myself still feeling so loved. I guess I just miss the hugs and the look in their eyes of loyalty. I'm excited to see my jeanna in june! She swears she will get me to dance before the night is over. We will see, I say hell no right now. Maybe with a few drinks... but not if this world is lucky =). I'm excited to go to seattle this summer. Two years is a long time, but not when compared to the rest of my life. If I dont spend the rest of my life with him I want a life refund. Do they give those? I dont think I'll have to worry about that.
melissa
I miss being surrounded by people who know me and dont hate me for being a bitter person. Dan knows me, but I'm talking about platonic friends. It's nice to feel understood. But my true pals are faithful writers/callers and I find myself still feeling so loved. I guess I just miss the hugs and the look in their eyes of loyalty. I'm excited to see my jeanna in june! She swears she will get me to dance before the night is over. We will see, I say hell no right now. Maybe with a few drinks... but not if this world is lucky =). I'm excited to go to seattle this summer. Two years is a long time, but not when compared to the rest of my life. If I dont spend the rest of my life with him I want a life refund. Do they give those? I dont think I'll have to worry about that.
melissa