May 15, 2003 21:17
I'm drunk again, vodka and cranberry juice. Dan works untill 11pm, so im alone most of the day. I get bad thoughts and want to hurt specific people, then decide they are not worth my time or thoughts. Im smart, I should think of ridding the world of cancer, not killing selfish retards. So here I am, vodka and cranberry in hand, thinking about cancer. I've lost two aunts to cancer. Why doesnt it choose the selfish retards instead of my aunts? Ahhh calming down now. I'm sure the answer to my cancer quanundrum lies in the bottom of this bottle. For Gods sake someone respond! Time to make dinner for my loving household. This should be fun.