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I'm a bad sugar, I havent written in positively ages! So here's the deal... I've got a place in san jose. It's just sitting there waiting for me, and I dont have to pay rent until my lease here in fresno is up. The only reason I'm still here is I wanted to be really fair to my employers because I really love them a lot. I gave them a month's notice. I'm already working with nanny agencies in san jose so hopefully I'll have a job there in a month or so. They're gonna pay me way too much. They said between 13-16 dollars/hr. Kids are not that hard to watch, but I wont argue the blessing. I am gonna miss deltigre and hgisluos and my jeanna(although I never see her anyway), and daniels family and my dad like crazy. But I'm so ready for change. Fresno's not that bad, I just want something different and new. And for sanity sake I need to be away from my mother. She's either great to me or terrible, I never know which it will be.Maybe I have no right to be angry with people who have serious mood swings, but I do get angry with her. She always makes me feel like I've done something wrong. But enough about me. It feels good to share my feelings with you all again.
love and hugs, M
love and hugs, M