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WELL I HAD A NICE NIGHT CHASING JOEYS ASS. I CALLED COREY AND HE SAID JOEY WAS WITH JUSTIN. I CALLED JUSTIN AND HE SAID JOEY WAS AT THE PARTY ON GLENCOE WITH TODD. SO I GOT MY JACKET AND JAMIES KEYS AND LEFT. I SNUCK OUT AND LEFT. I WENT TO KYLE'S TO ASK HIM WHAT I SHOULD DO, AND HE SAID I SHOULD DEFINATELY BUST HIM. SO I WENT AND PICKED UP BIANCA. WE DROVE ALL OVER GLENCOE LOOKING FOR THE PARTY. IF WE WOULD HAVE GONE TO THE NORTH ENTRANCE OF SOUTH GLENCOE, WE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN THERE WHEN HE WAS THERE, BUT NO, WE GOT THERE 30 MIN AFTER HE LEFT. I SAW JOEY, AND DEX. I AM SO PISSED AT HIM RIGHT NOW. I STARTED WALKIN UP THE TRAIL AND SOME GUY SAID ARE YOU LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE AND I WAS LIKE YEAH MY FUCKIN B/F AND HE WAS LIKE...OHH I HOPE ITS NOT THE ONE THAT WAS MAKING OUT WITH EVERYONE. SO I GOT IN THERE AND ONE OF TODDS FRIENDS WAS IN THERE SO I TALKED TO HER AND SHE WAS GONNA CALL TODD, BUT SHE LOST HIS #. SO I ASKED JOEY WHERE MY JOEY WAS AND HE SAID YOU RECENTLY LEFT AND ASKED WHY I WAS THERE. AND I SAID I WAS LOOKIN FOR MY JOEY. SO THEN I WENT BACK TO THE CAR, OH DID I MENTION THE BATTERIES WERE GOIN DEAD IN THE CAR ?? WELL BIANCA HAD TO STAY IN THE CAR AND I WENT THERE AND SHE WAS GONE... AND THE CAR WAS DEAD SO I WENT TO THE PARTY AGAIN TO SEE IF SHE WENT THERE AND SHE DIDNT AND I ASKED FOR JUMPER CABLES AND NO ONE HAD ANY. SO I BORROWED MY FRIENDS CELL, AND CALLED AMBER. SHE CAME AND GOT ME AND I TOLD HER I WANTED HER TO TAKE ME TO JOEYS HOUSE, CUZ I WAS GONNA FLIP OUT ON HIM. SO I WENT, I KNOCKED ON HIS WINDOW. HE WASNT THERE. SO WE TOOK BIANCA HOME AND THEN I CAME HOME. KEEP IN MIND I WAS CRYING SINCE I LEFT MY HOUSE. I LEFT MY HOUSE AT 11:30 AND GOT HOME AT 3 AM. YOU CANT EVEN FUCKING SAY I DONT LOVE HIM. I WOULD HAVE NEVER DONE THAT FOR ANYONE ELSE. HE NEVER WOULD HAVE DONE IT FOR ME. I CANT BELIEVE HE BROKE A PROMISE TO ME. HE SAID HE WOULD NEVER SMOKE OR DRINK EVER AGAIN.HE ALSO SAID HE WAS GOIN TO COREYS HOUSE. *LIE* THATS ALL I EVER GET FROM HIM. OH YEAH, AND I FORGOT TO MENTION WHEN THE COPS DROVE BY AND I HAD TO DIVE INTO A SHITTY BUSH WITH PISS ALL OVER IT SO I WOULDNT BE SEEN. I HAVE DONE 10 MILLION MORE THINGS FOR HIM THAN HE HAS EVER DONE FOR ME. EVERYONE TELLS ME TO BREAK UP WITH HIM. EVERY DAY. HAVE I ? NO. JOEY TELLS HIM TO BREAK UP WITH ME, IS HE? MOST LIKELY. AT THE RATE HES GOING. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, IM SO SHOCKED, SCARED, UPSET, AND HURT. I CANT BELIEVE HIM. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO... THIS ISNT A JOKE, SO HE CAN BRUSH IT OFF ALL HE WANTS. HES BEING AN ASSHOLE. HE NEEDS TO STOP IT NOW. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD THIS IS HIS LAST CHANCE. IF I GIVE HIM IT. ILL THINK ABOUT IT. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. I CANT KEEP DEALING WITH BEING HURT AND LIED TO LIKE THIS. I DONT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT. I CAN FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME AND NOT POT OR OTHER GIRLS. I AM SO SICK OF THIS. AND I DONT FEEL LIKE ANYTHING MORE NEEDS TO BE SAID... I HATE HIM NOW, BUT I LOVE HIM ALWAYS. I DONT KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN.. MAYBE HE SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BEFORE HE WENT AND DID THAT............