Trivial things,boring things,always have been met with laughter...
I'm afraid.
In this cold and grey midwinter afternoon I sit at home alone, filled up with unwanted, ugly work, being very lonely.
I'm always like a crybaby, when Aiji isn't reachable for me.
Right now I can neither talk to her nor write with her. This sounds so damn stupid, but I always feel like crying at those times.
It's so long ago that I missed a person that much.
And now I'm afraid of the 8 weeks of her absence.
If I'm already like that now, what will I do then, I wonder.
I realize the big role she plays in my life now. Never thought that would happen actually.
But I'm quite happy with that, if it's not for being lonely like now.
Gotta find something to do@
魔。
In this cold and grey midwinter afternoon I sit at home alone, filled up with unwanted, ugly work, being very lonely.
I'm always like a crybaby, when Aiji isn't reachable for me.
Right now I can neither talk to her nor write with her. This sounds so damn stupid, but I always feel like crying at those times.
It's so long ago that I missed a person that much.
And now I'm afraid of the 8 weeks of her absence.
If I'm already like that now, what will I do then, I wonder.
I realize the big role she plays in my life now. Never thought that would happen actually.
But I'm quite happy with that, if it's not for being lonely like now.
Gotta find something to do@
魔。