Everything
So, this ought to be a mega-blurb.
Alright, so lets start with the begining of last month. Yes, my birthday. I am an adult now, huzzah. There isn't any different of a feeling to my life, other than if I rape someone, I will be sent to jail. Not juvy, but real jail, where I will either make someone or become someone's biatch. That is all.
Alright, then, after my birthday came the SAT's. And the SAT scores. Christ, anyone who looks at my scores will think I am the biggest fucking retard on the planet.I completed only 12% of the math section and scored 30 points under 1000. It made me feel like a pretty big jackass. Yeah. And then my mom suggest that I take a remedial introduction to math course. As in, multiplication, division...that sort of thing. And my question is....what the FUCK good would that do me? They tested me on things from Trig and above...how the HELL is a beginners course going to do me any FUCKING good? God, sometimes, I could just....argh.
Alright, next thing.
I got a job! WHOO! I haven't enjoyed any of my holiday or drawn anything, because day after day I push and pull and carry and tow plates around the resturant. I have money, but no time. At all.
I've begun to illiminate the process of sleep to make time for myself to do the things I like as well as draw. So far, there have been mixed results. Sometimes, I'm just fine. Other times, I start to hallucinate, loose focus...once I threw up. So, its still in the trial stages. But I'll get there >D Sleep illimination study! YAY!
Next: I have to make my portfolio.
Next: I have to fill out the Fasfa and apply to digipen within the month.
Next: I need to complete my senior arete project. (More on this later).
After that: Sleep.
~TK
Alright, so lets start with the begining of last month. Yes, my birthday. I am an adult now, huzzah. There isn't any different of a feeling to my life, other than if I rape someone, I will be sent to jail. Not juvy, but real jail, where I will either make someone or become someone's biatch. That is all.
Alright, then, after my birthday came the SAT's. And the SAT scores. Christ, anyone who looks at my scores will think I am the biggest fucking retard on the planet.I completed only 12% of the math section and scored 30 points under 1000. It made me feel like a pretty big jackass. Yeah. And then my mom suggest that I take a remedial introduction to math course. As in, multiplication, division...that sort of thing. And my question is....what the FUCK good would that do me? They tested me on things from Trig and above...how the HELL is a beginners course going to do me any FUCKING good? God, sometimes, I could just....argh.
Alright, next thing.
I got a job! WHOO! I haven't enjoyed any of my holiday or drawn anything, because day after day I push and pull and carry and tow plates around the resturant. I have money, but no time. At all.
I've begun to illiminate the process of sleep to make time for myself to do the things I like as well as draw. So far, there have been mixed results. Sometimes, I'm just fine. Other times, I start to hallucinate, loose focus...once I threw up. So, its still in the trial stages. But I'll get there >D Sleep illimination study! YAY!
Next: I have to make my portfolio.
Next: I have to fill out the Fasfa and apply to digipen within the month.
Next: I need to complete my senior arete project. (More on this later).
After that: Sleep.
~TK