Morningside.
*sigh* I just have to say one thing: I'm so fucking tired of being painted as the bad guy. This has brooding in me for a few days and I just felt I had to say something. I am happy with who I am and frankly the people who bitch the most about the way I am are the ones who helped shape me into the person I am, so they really only have themselves to blame. Personally it took me a long time to become truly comfortable with myself and to like myself and I'll be goddamned if I'm going to let some people who don't even like me from what I can tell, because all I get is ridden like a disobedient horse they're trying to break, shake my confidence in myself. No sir. I do the best I can with what I have. I know I can be a bitch but frankly if I wasn't I'd get trampled all over like I used to. I am sorry to anyone who's feelings may have been hurt by my actions, I never meant to hurt anyone, but I'll be goddamned if I'm going to let you guys hurt me either. If someone has a problem with me I'd like to hear it from them, rather than hearing it like gossip behind my back.
I would also like to say that I'm not trying to offend anyone or ride anyone's ass in the same fashion in which they did me, I reiterate that I do not wish to hurt anyone's feelings. I just wish to express how MY feelings were hurt. There is not a single person I call my friend that I don't care about and if you feel like you can't talk to me, then WE have a problem that WE need to talk about, and I don't appreciate being talked about behind my back.
Which brings me back to a point I try to stress to anyone who knows me, if you don't like me, just say so, I made this statement before but it was never aimed at anyone in particular just as it still isn't aimed at anyone in particular, it's aimed at everyone. If you do not like me, don't pretend, just be straight with me, that's all I ask. Just be honest.
"Look Back, Don’t You Dare Let Me Start To Do That. I Don’t Care If The Things That I Have Only Make Me Afraid To Lose. I Need To Let Go.
Need To Want To Keep Letting You Know That We Both Have A Reason To Follow. Long As We Let This Lead I’m Barely Breathing..."
I would also like to say that I'm not trying to offend anyone or ride anyone's ass in the same fashion in which they did me, I reiterate that I do not wish to hurt anyone's feelings. I just wish to express how MY feelings were hurt. There is not a single person I call my friend that I don't care about and if you feel like you can't talk to me, then WE have a problem that WE need to talk about, and I don't appreciate being talked about behind my back.
Which brings me back to a point I try to stress to anyone who knows me, if you don't like me, just say so, I made this statement before but it was never aimed at anyone in particular just as it still isn't aimed at anyone in particular, it's aimed at everyone. If you do not like me, don't pretend, just be straight with me, that's all I ask. Just be honest.
"Look Back, Don’t You Dare Let Me Start To Do That. I Don’t Care If The Things That I Have Only Make Me Afraid To Lose. I Need To Let Go.
Need To Want To Keep Letting You Know That We Both Have A Reason To Follow. Long As We Let This Lead I’m Barely Breathing..."