Jan 16, 2007 21:29
I've told myself more than once I'm not gonna do the same old shit. And dammit, if it kills me I'm not going to. I almost did though, but I caught myself, thank god for that day in between or I would have gone down the same old road..*sigh*....some people call it cynicism..I call it me being me. And like I've always said, if someone doesn't like how I am...FUCK YOU! Plain and simple, you're obviously not someone I want to be around anyway. And I will never change for anyone. I refuse, I re-fucking-fuse. I'll always be me. And even at the end of the day if the only person who still loves me is my mama, that's awesome! Perfection at it's finest!
*sigh* I guess I'm just feeling sort of ranty. But in a good way, that's not really an angry rant, I'm pretty happy actually, pretty happy indeed, because everything...well ALMOST everything, that made me unhappy is gone. Cleansing is good.
Speaking of cleansing, I'm gonna go shower now...for the second time today, because I just like showering dammit!
Peace to some and chaotic madness to others.
"WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!"