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I'm at Leann's right now. She's showing me freaky cosplay pics of strangers from conventions of alternate universes.
I haven't updated in a while. Mostly because I haven't been home, or had much to talk about, or feel like when I do have much to say that I believe people actually read them with an inch of caring. But yes. I suppose I will update anyhow.
Hurricane went okay. Power went out so I stayed at Monte's. Introduced him to my parents and grandma, but nothing exciting has happened. I feel so lukewarm with him, its strange. He has an unpredictable personality, and that's unsettling. Maybe when I finish my section on personality in psychology I will have a better grasp of it. He's cold and distant in front of people sometimes, then he can't . . or should i say won't let me go sometimes. It's odd. I don't know.
My birthday is in a month. I'm going to go to busch gardens and CHRISTIE I WANT YOU TO COME WITH ME. It will be basically free cuz since monte is in the military he gets in for free along with family or whatever, so yes you are coming . . or going . . or idunno what verb to use there . .
School is okay. Nothing too exciting. I have class from 11 to 4 pm monday wed fri. Isn't that swell> I'm starving by the time I finish, and when I don't work, I eat leann out of house and home. Thanks, btw. I haven't had much time to hang out with people. I don't really have many friends at CA other than Leann because, well, we need each other. haha. But yeah, i'm a social person, I guess I just don't rub people the right way.
can someone tell me what I'm doing wrong?
Hung out with James sunday, and it made me cry. He's so skinny now, either not eating or whatever, and smoking and the stress is getting to him, and I know I'm not much help at all. I feel bad, like I'm also a cause to his problems, and i wish i could help him somehow. I don't know. I don't want to hurt him anymore.
*sigh*
On to brighter things . . I love my psychology teacher . . he's so weird and quirky and funny, and he rambles, and today he tried to start a conversation with me as I was walking out the door about my litterature book, and well, I have to walk from bldg 1 all the way to the modulars, so well, i kind of blew him off due to lack of time to trek that long ass distance and i felt kind of bad.
oh well.
no more study hall class, so i actually have to sign in for it . . which means i actually have to come in semi early on tuesdays to achieve my two hour status, which sucks. I want to sleep, damn it.
i'm rambling, and leann is bugging me to come look at more cosplay pics, so i will 'hurry it up' as she said, and bid you adieu.
toodles
I haven't updated in a while. Mostly because I haven't been home, or had much to talk about, or feel like when I do have much to say that I believe people actually read them with an inch of caring. But yes. I suppose I will update anyhow.
Hurricane went okay. Power went out so I stayed at Monte's. Introduced him to my parents and grandma, but nothing exciting has happened. I feel so lukewarm with him, its strange. He has an unpredictable personality, and that's unsettling. Maybe when I finish my section on personality in psychology I will have a better grasp of it. He's cold and distant in front of people sometimes, then he can't . . or should i say won't let me go sometimes. It's odd. I don't know.
My birthday is in a month. I'm going to go to busch gardens and CHRISTIE I WANT YOU TO COME WITH ME. It will be basically free cuz since monte is in the military he gets in for free along with family or whatever, so yes you are coming . . or going . . or idunno what verb to use there . .
School is okay. Nothing too exciting. I have class from 11 to 4 pm monday wed fri. Isn't that swell> I'm starving by the time I finish, and when I don't work, I eat leann out of house and home. Thanks, btw. I haven't had much time to hang out with people. I don't really have many friends at CA other than Leann because, well, we need each other. haha. But yeah, i'm a social person, I guess I just don't rub people the right way.
can someone tell me what I'm doing wrong?
Hung out with James sunday, and it made me cry. He's so skinny now, either not eating or whatever, and smoking and the stress is getting to him, and I know I'm not much help at all. I feel bad, like I'm also a cause to his problems, and i wish i could help him somehow. I don't know. I don't want to hurt him anymore.
*sigh*
On to brighter things . . I love my psychology teacher . . he's so weird and quirky and funny, and he rambles, and today he tried to start a conversation with me as I was walking out the door about my litterature book, and well, I have to walk from bldg 1 all the way to the modulars, so well, i kind of blew him off due to lack of time to trek that long ass distance and i felt kind of bad.
oh well.
no more study hall class, so i actually have to sign in for it . . which means i actually have to come in semi early on tuesdays to achieve my two hour status, which sucks. I want to sleep, damn it.
i'm rambling, and leann is bugging me to come look at more cosplay pics, so i will 'hurry it up' as she said, and bid you adieu.
toodles