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I keep telling myself- that if I stay alone a little longer... the feeling of lonelyness will go away. And I will get used to being alone. I will forget what that butterfly-like feeling is in my stomach and I will no longer crave it. I will start wearing socks more often so that my feet won't get cold and I won't want someone there to warm them for me. And I will eventually buy a squishy pillow that can substitute as someone's lap when I am watching a movie.
It sounds a bit sad, but I think I would rather that then getting hurt again. I don't know it is a toss up, perhaps one day I will be swept off my feet. I don't guess it will be anytime soon, so the above is my plan until then...
Anyway- on the upside... 21 days till I am 21!!!
It sounds a bit sad, but I think I would rather that then getting hurt again. I don't know it is a toss up, perhaps one day I will be swept off my feet. I don't guess it will be anytime soon, so the above is my plan until then...
Anyway- on the upside... 21 days till I am 21!!!