The Phone Call
So, she called. I heard my cell ring and I went to go get it, and I looked at the number twice before I realized it was her, that was the point where I felt like I was going to throw up- So did I answer it? Yeah of course I did I am a shithead.
Anyway- silence for the first 5 minutes, because I didn't want to cry so I didn't say a thing. But her new chick lives with her now. The chick broke up with her BOYFRIEND to be with her. And alicia broke up with her girlfriend to be witht his chick. So I think they moved too fast as did alicia with me and her other ex's they should like DATE awhile before they move in together. The lesbian u-haul syndrome I suppose. Time will tell. But she is happy- and could care less if I am happy or not. Who cares she broke my heart- but she gave me the motivation I needed.
Basically- she is happy without me I treated her like shit. I guess it is closure. But I feel a little better. I am just going to concentrate on becoming a better person now and my career so she can eventually realize what she missed out on. NURSING SCHOOL HERE I COME.
And Joy- Thank you soo soo much for your suppport, your my bestest friend in ohio, so if I ever take a road trip I will crash at your place. LOL.
And my friend G wrote a song for me I figured I would share... She is soo cute- I wanna do her and her army chick self!!!
"Have a little faith in me...oh purple people....have a little faith in me...ill set you free someday...when i work for the cia.... have a little faith in me..." :)
CAPRICORN POWER!!!!!
"I won't cry, not tonight, somebody is waiting for me..."
Anyway- silence for the first 5 minutes, because I didn't want to cry so I didn't say a thing. But her new chick lives with her now. The chick broke up with her BOYFRIEND to be with her. And alicia broke up with her girlfriend to be witht his chick. So I think they moved too fast as did alicia with me and her other ex's they should like DATE awhile before they move in together. The lesbian u-haul syndrome I suppose. Time will tell. But she is happy- and could care less if I am happy or not. Who cares she broke my heart- but she gave me the motivation I needed.
Basically- she is happy without me I treated her like shit. I guess it is closure. But I feel a little better. I am just going to concentrate on becoming a better person now and my career so she can eventually realize what she missed out on. NURSING SCHOOL HERE I COME.
And Joy- Thank you soo soo much for your suppport, your my bestest friend in ohio, so if I ever take a road trip I will crash at your place. LOL.
And my friend G wrote a song for me I figured I would share... She is soo cute- I wanna do her and her army chick self!!!
"Have a little faith in me...oh purple people....have a little faith in me...ill set you free someday...when i work for the cia.... have a little faith in me..." :)
CAPRICORN POWER!!!!!
"I won't cry, not tonight, somebody is waiting for me..."