Love Hurts
I don't know where I am going from here. All I know is that I haven't been heartbroken in a long time. This hurts so much I do not even know if I EVER want to fall in love ever ever ever ever again!!!! It just came from nowhere. She was my inspiration... I decided to write- not e-mails but like real letters to her. Not expecting a response... for like therapy. I figure I will start writing less and less and that will signify I am getting over her. It is hard when you have a kid who talks and asks for your ex all the time.
I am just so confused. A few days prior to 'the break-up' she wanted me to come visit and she said she loved me and misses me.... then 2 days later she can't do this anymore and Is with someone else. I figure if she ever was really truely in love with me... She would never have gotten over it this easily.
Anyone have anything that helps with heartbreak? Something that will make me want to actually get up in the morning?
On the upnote- I lost my appetite- which is helping with my diet.
I have been drinking steadily at night recently. Nothing hurts as bad when I am drunk.
But I just feel worse in the morning so i need to stop.
I am just so confused. A few days prior to 'the break-up' she wanted me to come visit and she said she loved me and misses me.... then 2 days later she can't do this anymore and Is with someone else. I figure if she ever was really truely in love with me... She would never have gotten over it this easily.
Anyone have anything that helps with heartbreak? Something that will make me want to actually get up in the morning?
On the upnote- I lost my appetite- which is helping with my diet.
I have been drinking steadily at night recently. Nothing hurts as bad when I am drunk.
But I just feel worse in the morning so i need to stop.