Sep 21, 2007 22:51
you know somethings wrong when you dont even want to be hugged by your mother or father anymore.
this isnt right. i want to disappear. they have pushed me over the edge so much.
and i did something im totally against but ive reached that point of not caring anymore.
dont touch me
im so numb right now
im not even sure a hug could melt this pain.
i want to take a scolding shower now just to get your touch off me
scrub as hard as i can
you told me i cant "mope around" therefore i am not allowed to feel
thats like telling an animal they cant eat
but hey as long as shes happy thats all that matters.
thats all thats ever mattered.
please dont be surprised if ive become mute in the future.