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i'm really pissed off right now... but i can't exactly tell you guys WHY i'm mad. I just am... but it all revolves around the same person. the same heart, the same feeling, the same... ughhh, the same fucking everything. i just need to talk to you, even though i really do not want to. i dont want to hear lying anymore... i'm tired of all those lies and even though all of that, i'm tired of the same face that you have when we talk. that smiling, caring look that you have, even though you seem to be saying all these lies. if you didn't want to talk, then why didn't you just tell me? i probably wouldnt hae understood, but atleast i would have known to stop calling you. i would have. and i did. but that was only after somebody else told me... and you never tried telling me. never. you never told me straight out, "mariana, i don't want to talk to you anymore." i just don't understand that...that you told somebody else all of this, but you never told me. and you lied to that person saying that you did tell me, but you didnt. maybe i shouldnt even trust you anymore....
God, I still love you.............
Mariana.
God, I still love you.............
Mariana.