tell me that you're alright, and everything is alright...
so I just dropped all of my classes. that was really hard. for everyone that doesn't know, my parents wouldn't help me get a loan for school, and there was no way I could pay for it yet, so I can't go to school. At least not this semester. So they want me to get a full-time job and work like crazy. I'm extremely bummed about, and I've even been kinda depressed over it lately. I'm mad cuz Ive already paid for my own drivers training, bought my own car, am paying for insurance, gas, and payments every month, and even that little licens plate registration thing. And now they can't even help me with an education. And I'm scared too cuz I have soo many plans for myself and my future, and I'm afraid that I'll never get to accomplish as much because of money. But I should be positive. I'm sure there has to be a way for everything, cuz everything happens for a reason, right? I think I just have to really push myself this time and I'll be ok.