Dec 13, 2005 23:03
so apparently..I am selfish. I "don't care about anybody but myself" and I "only do things if they're going to benefit me". I think I am making myself sick lately worrying about everybody else except for my damn self..and now, I'm more screwed up than ever. I've been so distant from everybody lately, especially at school. Today I was really sick, and slept from the time I got home, until almost 8. I was suppossed to work tonight. I don't know how much more I can put up with. I'm breaking down not only physically, but mentally most of all. I don't know who I am lately.