Bored Out of My Mind
Heey I'm in tech apps right now. Bored. We are supposed to be doing warmup right now...im almost done anyway. Nothing really has happend so far today being its only 2nd period. I talked to Jeremiah on the phone a little bit last night...maybe an hour or so. Everythings still cool... nothing extremely exciting has happend, he said he wrote something else the other day...like a week ago but he still hasnt given it to me. I only really mentioned it like once so Im going to say something again tonight when I talk to him. Well tonight at like 7 it has officially been a whole week since I've seen my sweetcheeks : (. I miss him! Well hopefully I will be able to see him sometime this week. Today I am staying after school with Britt so that we can see her ***. We will only be able to see him for like half an hour, but thats good enough for Britt hehe. After that we are heading over to Micky Dee's for some additional calories lol. I still have a shitload of work to do for my service learning project. and its due in like 3 days. Whoooa. Today on the bus we found out that one of our bus drivers died! It was really sad. He was the cool one and I'm going to miss him even though I didnt really even know him...Well I guess I'm just going to leave it at that. I will write later on tonight to tell you about the rest of my day. >>Kayla<< <> Well today was possibly the worst day of my life, well...maybe not but I didnt have a very good one. First, I got switched into another HARDER class for algebra!Then again I'm pretty glad about that because now I ownt be bored in math because I already knew most of the stuff she was teaching and still is teaching me things i already learnd...I guess Mrs. Green was a really great teacher heh. Moving on-The next thing I started to think about was Wesley. and truthfully I dont want to fall back into that. Now that he is coming back I realize that its not what I really want. I was really depressed and unhappy when I liked him. I'm with Jeremiah now and I think that him coming back could cause problems. THEN THE CHERRY ON THE WHIPPED CREAM!...Anastasia is back she is going to try and fuck things up for Jeremiah. Today I had thought I kept seeing her but then i thought i was just going crazy, and the weird thing is that i had a dream last night that she was back. A nightmare really. Then I saw her and I started to freak out because i truly do love her, and then i started to think of her power over me. It scared me so bad, I was crying so hard in spanish. I thought I was going to be sick! And now im still worried about it. She is supposed to call me but I dont really want to talk to her. I think that she is trying to befriend me so that she can just fuck things up between me and jeremiah. Im so scared its not even funny...God. Well I think I have to get off of here, Rachel just called about her day... now I have someone to vent with lol.Oh god...pray for me pleeeaasseee. >>Kayla<<