Mar 15, 2005 09:32
So whats new? Nothing really, I'm in the library and finished doing my research on Kidneys for my Anatomy project.
Want to know whats really going on? I miss David, a lot. Don't get me wrong, we're together everyday still mostly. Whats the point of breaking up, right? Sometimes I don't know what goes on in my mind. I needed a break because of fighting, but I never intended for it to be so confusing. I just thought maybe it would help us. We're better than ever and we're not even together "officially." I hate this school... everyone has an opinion on your relationship when no one knows whats going on in it. You propose ideas from rumors because everyone is just that cool.
I love him dearly. I miss him a lot. I wonder if we'll be okay if we get back together. My own thoughts torture me and make me confused. Arrrg, I hate this. I just want somebody, mostly him though. I'm scared of college and how we'll do when I'm there, but should I not worry about that till it comes? Or end things now in saving heartbreak?
Shoot me. I'm so confused.