Tonight
Okay, umm, I just got off the phone with Jeff, and yea....I guess I am fairly happy at the moment. It has been a while since I have talked to him, so I thought it was nice to hear his voive again, but also I am a little confused as to what is going on. So I'll start from the beginning I guess:
Earlier today I was playing a game with Susie, Ryan, and Nick, when all of a sudden my phone went off. I checked it and when I saw who was calling, I was like "whoa, wtf?" I let it go to voice mail and show Susie, but continue playign the game and listened to it later.
Basically, a couple of weeks ago, I sent Jeff this message:
"haha.... i knew it! wow jeff, im very surprised. the one who preached about being afraid that the person you "loved" actually liked someone else. but then again, i knew when you guys first started hanging out that it was going to happen. i even was expecting you to break up with me, but what i didnt expect was for you to lie to me. you could have just said it flat out that you liked someone else instead of saying that we were just not going to work. but whatever i guess, i've tried calling to "stay in touch" but i figure that isnt one of your priorities right now, so yea. I hope you are doing well."
So he called me to tell me that he didnt break up because of that other guy. When I actually called him back, we talked everything over. He claims not to like the other guy and has said that he really isnt interesting in dating someone right now. Then we take our little trip down memory lane and start talking about "us" and the promises we made to each other and what not. It was a very nice talk, and then he asked me if I would say something for him. He wanted me to tell him that there was no chance in us ever being together again, but I couldn't. I think there is a part of me that still has deep feelings from him and now I know that he still does too.
So now I'm left to think by myself. I was so happy when I got to hear his voice, and the way I felt when I had made him laugh. It reminds me of when my world was all about him.--wow that sounds sappy--But anyway, I think I'm going to go take ahower and play some WOW. Good night I guess.
Earlier today I was playing a game with Susie, Ryan, and Nick, when all of a sudden my phone went off. I checked it and when I saw who was calling, I was like "whoa, wtf?" I let it go to voice mail and show Susie, but continue playign the game and listened to it later.
Basically, a couple of weeks ago, I sent Jeff this message:
"haha.... i knew it! wow jeff, im very surprised. the one who preached about being afraid that the person you "loved" actually liked someone else. but then again, i knew when you guys first started hanging out that it was going to happen. i even was expecting you to break up with me, but what i didnt expect was for you to lie to me. you could have just said it flat out that you liked someone else instead of saying that we were just not going to work. but whatever i guess, i've tried calling to "stay in touch" but i figure that isnt one of your priorities right now, so yea. I hope you are doing well."
So he called me to tell me that he didnt break up because of that other guy. When I actually called him back, we talked everything over. He claims not to like the other guy and has said that he really isnt interesting in dating someone right now. Then we take our little trip down memory lane and start talking about "us" and the promises we made to each other and what not. It was a very nice talk, and then he asked me if I would say something for him. He wanted me to tell him that there was no chance in us ever being together again, but I couldn't. I think there is a part of me that still has deep feelings from him and now I know that he still does too.
So now I'm left to think by myself. I was so happy when I got to hear his voice, and the way I felt when I had made him laugh. It reminds me of when my world was all about him.--wow that sounds sappy--But anyway, I think I'm going to go take ahower and play some WOW. Good night I guess.