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Hello Loveleys :)
So, I never really update anymore, I have come to the conclusion that livejournals are silly, and therefore, i am silly for having one. Honesty, there are other, less public, places to let out your feelings, am i right? I think that the only reason i even have one of these is because everyone else does. Oh well, i admited, i am silly. today was okay, better than the past few days when i didn't even leave the house. I got up, and went to jansen beach. I got a new backpack because mine was on the verge of needing a body bag. I also got some neato black shoes, too hard to describe them. Also, i got the franz ferdinand cd. I have been wanting that for a quite a while. I feel so selfish getting things for myself right before christmas. But, my aunt and uncle sent me a gift card for $50, and my dad said i am not allowed to spend that money on anyone else. I wish i could though. I want to get something nice for my mom. She always spends tons of money on my sister and i. I did buy a pretty candle, and told my dad it is for me, but i am going to wrap it up and give it to my mommy. Lately, i am just so tired of everything. I never hangout with any of my ffriends any more, all i do is sit at my house. I am sick of it, i hate my house. I am just tired of everything about my house, and school, and myself, and just everything. In a way i wish i could move, and just start over, and just be a new person. But then again, i might die if i left the people here that i care about. I don't know what to do, i am going crazy being stuck in my house all the f ing time. i hate it! The funny thing is...nobody is even going to read this. why am i writing it? I don't know. So, life is just wonderful isn't it? One of my best friends is probably moving to Idaho, my father is an ass wipe, especally today, and i am having a really bad hair day. Ok, that was my moment of self pitty, i am done now. Well, this is quite pointless...i am writing about nothingness, nobody really is intrested in my bad hair day. I really hate myself sometimes. Eh, o well. Aloha
-caitlin
So, I never really update anymore, I have come to the conclusion that livejournals are silly, and therefore, i am silly for having one. Honesty, there are other, less public, places to let out your feelings, am i right? I think that the only reason i even have one of these is because everyone else does. Oh well, i admited, i am silly. today was okay, better than the past few days when i didn't even leave the house. I got up, and went to jansen beach. I got a new backpack because mine was on the verge of needing a body bag. I also got some neato black shoes, too hard to describe them. Also, i got the franz ferdinand cd. I have been wanting that for a quite a while. I feel so selfish getting things for myself right before christmas. But, my aunt and uncle sent me a gift card for $50, and my dad said i am not allowed to spend that money on anyone else. I wish i could though. I want to get something nice for my mom. She always spends tons of money on my sister and i. I did buy a pretty candle, and told my dad it is for me, but i am going to wrap it up and give it to my mommy. Lately, i am just so tired of everything. I never hangout with any of my ffriends any more, all i do is sit at my house. I am sick of it, i hate my house. I am just tired of everything about my house, and school, and myself, and just everything. In a way i wish i could move, and just start over, and just be a new person. But then again, i might die if i left the people here that i care about. I don't know what to do, i am going crazy being stuck in my house all the f ing time. i hate it! The funny thing is...nobody is even going to read this. why am i writing it? I don't know. So, life is just wonderful isn't it? One of my best friends is probably moving to Idaho, my father is an ass wipe, especally today, and i am having a really bad hair day. Ok, that was my moment of self pitty, i am done now. Well, this is quite pointless...i am writing about nothingness, nobody really is intrested in my bad hair day. I really hate myself sometimes. Eh, o well. Aloha
-caitlin