It begins...
It's finally spring break. I'll have some time to catch up on things, there is alot to do.
I have to take care of things for prom. I guess all the girls in the group are making the plans, so I don't have to worry about that. Renee said she had a yellow dress, so I have to keep that in mind when I go pick out a tuxedo, and such. I'm going to take my checks that i get from now until then, and save them for prom night. I don't want to spare any expenses, I want it to be a great night, and I will be, I know it.
Chris wants me to come with him and Elicia, and whoever else is in his group. I'd really like to but Renee already had all these plans before I asked her, and before chris even asked me to come with him. So, I'll probably end up not going with, "the group," this time. But I'm sure we'll all have an awsome time, regardless of who we go with. But that's all I have to say about that.
I haven't slept through the night at all this week. It's really odd, I'll wake up at least 3 or 4 times a night, and its almost always one or two hours apart. I've also had really strange dreams. Some of them don't even make sense. Need to stop eating right before i go to bed, I suppose.
I want to get closer to my friends. It seems like I've been pushing them away lately, and I don't want to do that. But, I've trouble with that, getting close to things... not good situations. Attachment has also given me trouble.
Life is going on, while I'm sitting here in this chair...
I have to take care of things for prom. I guess all the girls in the group are making the plans, so I don't have to worry about that. Renee said she had a yellow dress, so I have to keep that in mind when I go pick out a tuxedo, and such. I'm going to take my checks that i get from now until then, and save them for prom night. I don't want to spare any expenses, I want it to be a great night, and I will be, I know it.
Chris wants me to come with him and Elicia, and whoever else is in his group. I'd really like to but Renee already had all these plans before I asked her, and before chris even asked me to come with him. So, I'll probably end up not going with, "the group," this time. But I'm sure we'll all have an awsome time, regardless of who we go with. But that's all I have to say about that.
I haven't slept through the night at all this week. It's really odd, I'll wake up at least 3 or 4 times a night, and its almost always one or two hours apart. I've also had really strange dreams. Some of them don't even make sense. Need to stop eating right before i go to bed, I suppose.
I want to get closer to my friends. It seems like I've been pushing them away lately, and I don't want to do that. But, I've trouble with that, getting close to things... not good situations. Attachment has also given me trouble.
Life is going on, while I'm sitting here in this chair...