Dec 24, 2003 20:53
wow what a day,, well not really, but still, half-way decent.
I still haven't called emmers. I feel bad about it. So its like, why not call her? I know, I know. It's just been so busy the past few days, I mean, this is like about the only time i've had to sit down and just relax. Sorry, it's no excuse is it?
I still have to wrap my presents for people. I hate doing it, 'cause i always mess up. I use too much paper, or i wrinkle it up, or something to that effect. Plus, i have a bunch of stuff to wrap this year. No fun
My mother's side of the family came over today. They're my favorite side, no offense to my father's side. But, my mothere's side is just so much fun, and we laugh, and its always a good time. We ate, and talked and it was a grand time. I think its my favortie part of the christmas season.
Trying to talk to emily now, but she's not saying anything back. She's probably busy or something. I guess she has family over or something too? I don't know, I can't keep up with things anymore. I'm getting old, lol.
I was thinking earlier, it's almost been a year since my grandma died. This will be the first christmas we've had with out her. Its quite sad, I really do miss her. I wish she was here now. Things would be so much easier, because she always knew the right advice to give, and I could really use that now. I guess you really don't miss people that much until you realize that they're gone. I made that mistake, and i really do regret it.
But, I can't live in the past forever, gotta move on. I guess I should go wrap those presents. Merry christmas.