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ahh, well school is finally out, for 2 weeks anyways.
I gave the girls their presents today. They all thanked me, and said how sweet i was, so that was kinda cool. But, I dunno. I really don't think i'm that "sweet." I mean, I can be a real jerk at times, especially to the people I care about most. I think my greatest fear is hurting the people I love, and yet, I'm afraid that I do it anyways. Why? Is it out of stupidity? Or, am i just fooling myself? I don't know. I'm gonna have to do some thinking.
Well, I'm pretty sure I made some people happy today. I gave Emily her present, which was a vase, a card, and a red rose. She just had this joyful look on her face, and her eyes lit up like the stars. She thanked me, and hugged me. I don't care if she gets me anything, the look on her face and that hug were enough for me. I love to see her smile.
Amanda gave me a blanket. Its soft, and fuzzy, and warm...... I like it alot. I got her a flower too, thought that she'd like that. All girls like flowers, right? I feel bad, cause i got 4 people, like the same thing. I don't know, did i mess up? I'll have to ask some people about that.
My grandparents are up from West Virginia. They're staying with us for, 3 or 4 days, I think. We're having our family christmas tomorrow afternoon. That shall be fun.
I want to go see The return of the king! I've been waiting for this for a long time. Perhaps I'll get up and go see it tommorow morning, by myself if i have to. I hear its awsome, and I want to check it out myself.
Well, hmm, I think this is the longest entry I've ever written, maybe i should stop.... yes i think I will, cause now i'm just rambling on, I shall end with a poem... its called, "and forever"
Sometimes I feel so all alone
Finding myself callin' your name
When we're apart, so far away
I'm hopin' it's me that you're thinkin' of
Could it be true, could it be real?
My heart says that you're the one.
There's no one else, you're the only one for me.
Yes, this time my love's the real thing.
Never felt that love is so right.
The world seemed such an empty place.
We need someone we could give our all.
It's you, we'll be together now and forever.