.....Yeah, this is fun, wait it's not...
I'm really sick of all this shit...Why can't people just get over themselvs? Why am I always feeling un-liked? I care so much a bout him, but it doesn't seem like he does me...Why? What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I just take what I get? I mean, he says he loves me, and if that's true he is giving me a part of him that can be hurt and broken, so why isn't it good enough? Why doesn't it seem like he cares? Maybe I'm just stupid....? Well, I guess we'll see what's going on tonight....Ummm...And Jill, are you upset with me for something? Well, love ya all...