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So I know I never really write in here but I have things to say and I know most people won't read it becasue they never do.
I've been thinking a lot lately, something I'm not used to doing, and I think I have found one of the biggest problems that is causing my sadness. It's my family. I can't say that I hate them and that I have the worst one ver because I don't by any means, but they do cause my so much stress and upset me to no end. I was out since Wednesday, slept over at Rachel's wed. night and Jessie's yesterday, and as soon as I came home it was one bitch storm after the other. We went to Wal mart and my mom left me and my sister there becasue my sister was being a bitch. But I didn't do a damn thing but try and help her find her. And then she leaves me! WTF?! you don't leave your kid somewhere. So I called her and told her to come back and get me and of course at first she was stubborn but then she did come back. Gah. So then she buys me stuff and we get home and I told her I didn't want to go to church with her right now and she got all mad and was like ohh well i just bought you shit and blah blah. but I was like yeah after you LEFT ME THERE!........grr. I hate how she tries to make me feel bad for her being wrong.
They drive me crazy. I don't want to sleep here tonight again, but I have a bake sale for leaders tomorrow morning and I have to bake tonight. hmm...
I cut my hair and dyed it yesterday. I think I look like a ugly man.. I just can't be happy with anything I do. I'm gonna cut my head off and get a new one.
Anyways, I most likely won't write in here again until next week so I may as well just say what's going on. Saturday=bake sale. Sunday=Easter w/family. Tuesday-Wednesday=Rockford.(yay) Wednesday-Saturday with whoever, hopefully I won't be home for most of it. Then back to 3 hours of boring ass school. I only have till the end of May though so it's not so bad. OH and KH concert May 21! I'm so excited. I don't think I've looked foward to something this much in a longgg time. They're live on the radio right now <333
I've been thinking a lot lately, something I'm not used to doing, and I think I have found one of the biggest problems that is causing my sadness. It's my family. I can't say that I hate them and that I have the worst one ver because I don't by any means, but they do cause my so much stress and upset me to no end. I was out since Wednesday, slept over at Rachel's wed. night and Jessie's yesterday, and as soon as I came home it was one bitch storm after the other. We went to Wal mart and my mom left me and my sister there becasue my sister was being a bitch. But I didn't do a damn thing but try and help her find her. And then she leaves me! WTF?! you don't leave your kid somewhere. So I called her and told her to come back and get me and of course at first she was stubborn but then she did come back. Gah. So then she buys me stuff and we get home and I told her I didn't want to go to church with her right now and she got all mad and was like ohh well i just bought you shit and blah blah. but I was like yeah after you LEFT ME THERE!........grr. I hate how she tries to make me feel bad for her being wrong.
They drive me crazy. I don't want to sleep here tonight again, but I have a bake sale for leaders tomorrow morning and I have to bake tonight. hmm...
I cut my hair and dyed it yesterday. I think I look like a ugly man.. I just can't be happy with anything I do. I'm gonna cut my head off and get a new one.
Anyways, I most likely won't write in here again until next week so I may as well just say what's going on. Saturday=bake sale. Sunday=Easter w/family. Tuesday-Wednesday=Rockford.(yay) Wednesday-Saturday with whoever, hopefully I won't be home for most of it. Then back to 3 hours of boring ass school. I only have till the end of May though so it's not so bad. OH and KH concert May 21! I'm so excited. I don't think I've looked foward to something this much in a longgg time. They're live on the radio right now <333