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i feel like everything is going to shit right now i need a job or my car is going to no longer be mine.
i keep screwing everything up no jobs have called me back i keep calling but nothing, i really need a job i need to come up with $240 by tomorrow morning and here it is 12:22am so im fucked i need to just...what happened to the days of no money no problem money sucks dude, i really need to get my shit straight
::my message to god::
where is god now???
i need to find you again im lost without you if ur hearing this please respond im slowly dieing inside, im depressed i may seem ok but alone i wish i would just die and not have these problems anymore. GOD ANSWER ME PLEASE IM CRYING OUT TO YOU PHYSICALLY AND SPIRTUALLY. MY TEARS HURT. talking with nick and chris helped me tonight but i need a miracle its hard to believe again, what to do, DREAMS...this is all i live im nothing but a dreamer i want to be this great mechanic, tattoo artist, photographer, why cant i do it, ::sigh:: When will this hurt end????
i keep screwing everything up no jobs have called me back i keep calling but nothing, i really need a job i need to come up with $240 by tomorrow morning and here it is 12:22am so im fucked i need to just...what happened to the days of no money no problem money sucks dude, i really need to get my shit straight
::my message to god::
where is god now???
i need to find you again im lost without you if ur hearing this please respond im slowly dieing inside, im depressed i may seem ok but alone i wish i would just die and not have these problems anymore. GOD ANSWER ME PLEASE IM CRYING OUT TO YOU PHYSICALLY AND SPIRTUALLY. MY TEARS HURT. talking with nick and chris helped me tonight but i need a miracle its hard to believe again, what to do, DREAMS...this is all i live im nothing but a dreamer i want to be this great mechanic, tattoo artist, photographer, why cant i do it, ::sigh:: When will this hurt end????