haha i was supposed to send this about 8 hours ago.....
i really want to MURDER someone right now. im in such a fucking horrible mood. i just want to break down and cry. once again, im getting this rush of depression over me. i was w/ lance yesterday, and he was telling me about this girl in his class and how she has panic attacks randomly out of no where and how she will be all happy and then she will get really depressed. i really think thats how i am. ill be real happy and then ill get mad depressed. i really hate my lifee. my fucking sister is pissing me off like whoa. shes annoying and i wanna slap her silly. she needs a good beatin. she hasnt gotten one in a long time from either of my parents. she should get one.
im sick of my friends. havent seeen some in forever. some dont even call. like WTF DO I LOOK LIKE. do i look like a drive thru? you can come in any time? NAH FUCK THAT. thats not how it works. ommgggggg i want to go to college. i hate the bull shit here. i really do. i dont think anyone understands how ifeel. you can say you do, but you REALLY DONT. then on top of that, i have a death to deal with. this is just crazy. as a matter of fact, i think the only person that can relate to me right now, is sabrina. shes probably havin more of an up and down kind of feeling than i am.
ohh how i love techno/trance. this shit makes me feel soo good. im listenin to as the rush comes, god im getting such a boner =). haha
i cant believe Anthony died. so sad. im really upset about this. poor nikki. like this is ridiculous. only 42 years old.
im sick of my friends. havent seeen some in forever. some dont even call. like WTF DO I LOOK LIKE. do i look like a drive thru? you can come in any time? NAH FUCK THAT. thats not how it works. ommgggggg i want to go to college. i hate the bull shit here. i really do. i dont think anyone understands how ifeel. you can say you do, but you REALLY DONT. then on top of that, i have a death to deal with. this is just crazy. as a matter of fact, i think the only person that can relate to me right now, is sabrina. shes probably havin more of an up and down kind of feeling than i am.
ohh how i love techno/trance. this shit makes me feel soo good. im listenin to as the rush comes, god im getting such a boner =). haha
i cant believe Anthony died. so sad. im really upset about this. poor nikki. like this is ridiculous. only 42 years old.