Blame it on the vodka.
Ugh. I slept on my neck wrong apparently, I can't really move it. Which puts a hamper on my wiggling to good music. Took a muscle relaxer but it's only solved about 50% of the problem. Also I'm trying to stay awake, these pills make me very sleepy.
So, The Boy has been acting a little distant lately. I don't really blame him. I just have a hard time processing it. Either he treats me like a goddess or like a good buddy, and it's just..strange. But I know that I'm not always the most accessible person in the world, either. I still adore him..we just have some kinks to work out the longer this relationship goes on. I can tell we've settled into each other, and I like that. Now I know I'm getting old. :-) There's no one else I'd rather be settled with at the moment.
Chris [the 19 year old. But I guess he'd by 20 by now] was on facebook recently. And on msn messenger. And it's just stupid, but it reminds me of all his bullshit last year. He couldn't even be friends with me afterwards.
I need to bleach my roots today. I hate when my roots grow out, and it's quite obvious with my blonde. Probably sounds retarded, but not having pink hair feels very naked to me..for 3 years I was 'the girl with pink hair.' I was thinking I might do pink again for a few months, and then maybe black. I like messing with my hair. Might try to do a faux 'hawk, too. I love mohawks!
So, The Boy has been acting a little distant lately. I don't really blame him. I just have a hard time processing it. Either he treats me like a goddess or like a good buddy, and it's just..strange. But I know that I'm not always the most accessible person in the world, either. I still adore him..we just have some kinks to work out the longer this relationship goes on. I can tell we've settled into each other, and I like that. Now I know I'm getting old. :-) There's no one else I'd rather be settled with at the moment.
Chris [the 19 year old. But I guess he'd by 20 by now] was on facebook recently. And on msn messenger. And it's just stupid, but it reminds me of all his bullshit last year. He couldn't even be friends with me afterwards.
I need to bleach my roots today. I hate when my roots grow out, and it's quite obvious with my blonde. Probably sounds retarded, but not having pink hair feels very naked to me..for 3 years I was 'the girl with pink hair.' I was thinking I might do pink again for a few months, and then maybe black. I like messing with my hair. Might try to do a faux 'hawk, too. I love mohawks!