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Um so basically, my face broke out like mad, I got my period for the second time this month (because I missed one MEASELY pill) me and chris got in a fight for the first time in like a week and a half which is very depressing, and yes. My day wasn't the bes, but I'm sure I'll live.hopefully..
Im glad Kayla's parents worked out a way for me and kayla to chill again. That was pretty cool, except the circumstances aren't the best, but what can you do.
But seriously, this whole skin issue is really pissing me off. REALLY. I mean, i go on the pill, that makes me get my period for like, 80% of my life. I wash my face like a trillion times a day, i drink LOADS of water. What the hell else am I supposed to do. I've done everything I possibly can, I even went on special medicated skin shit from a dermatologist, and that barely worked so I went off that. I mean, let's get reasonable. I'm sick of this. MOTHERFUCKER. Honestly, having bad skin really makes me feel down about myself, it really does. And I know most of you are gonna be like "jess, it's not that bad you can barely notice it" and what not, but honestly as soon as I look in the mirror my nasty skin is the first thing I notice, and I know most of you feel the same way.. except, yours probably isn't half as bad as mine. I just want nice skin for once, honestly.. once.
Anyways, sorry about my completely pointless rant about my skin.. sort of embarassing. *rolls eyes* But its extremely bothersome. ah well.
I cannot believe my ex is seeing her, that is so unbelievably weird. It's a small world after all...