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[takemeanywhere_]

I can't even come up with the words to describe how I feel

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[iamkloot]

We are in desperate need of a talk. I don't think you're a bad person. I think you are better than some of the decisions you are making right now. You have been my best friend for the past 4 years, and really I'm not about to stop here. We've both changed soo much in the past couple months, and I don't know if it's good or bad. But I want to help you, and I need you to help me. I have never needed you as much as I have these past 2 days. I have so much to tell you and countless times I have picked up the phone about to call you...and felt like I was going back on my word, so I didn't call. Now, that does not matter to me. I don't care if I go back on my word. I want you to make good decisions and be healthy. I don't want to leave you alone now, especially when you are so scared for your mom. I'm so scared for your mom. I love her. I love all you guys. I realize we view things at completely different levels, and some things mean more to me than others. and something that could mean the world to you means nothing to me. We need to change that. If something means the world to you, it should mean the world to me. You're not alone, and you're not stuck making yourself better. and you're not too fcuked now. I'm here. But I need you to realize some things. That I do care for you, and as much as you don't think that I have you're best interest at heart. I do. I don't want bad things to happen to you. I don't want you to make bad decisions. I've made a lot of bad decisions too. I've lost a lot of friends...maybe I feel like I've lost a lot cause for awhile I lost you. We really need to talk. But I really don't wanna cry...which I'll end up doing. I think I have cried waaaay too much these past too days.

love you always

[takemeanywhere_]

Things have changed a lot, and we do view things at entirely different levels. I hope we can work out our differences, but there are a lot so it might take some time. And I do want to be here for you because you do sound like you're going through a rough time. Don't hesitate to call me, im just a few numbers away.
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