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well the past two days has been extremely stressful. actually the past week nearly. i guess in a way, i'm relieved of some of my stress, but i still have some worries. yes, which will hopefully be solved by tuesday, and if not.. then.. shit. lol.
last night i went to my mom's, i found out she painted my bathroom green and it's extremely hot. i guess i'm moving back there at the end of the summer, i've been missing my mom, shopping and hanging out with her, and especially gray gray and blackie. :)
so last night, we talked a little, and went to bed early. i woke up at 730 am due to insomnia, so i'll prolly go to bed pretty early tonight. anyway, at like 1030 er so, we went to get my contacts and to hecht's. i got 4 tank tops - pink, bluegreen, white and black, a brown tee shirt and a brown gypsy skirt that i trip over when i walk up the stairs, lol. then we went to eat mexican, then to kmart-- yes, we are cheap. i got 2 magazines, the 5th harry potter book, which is extrememly long, a cd player (though perhaps i should have put the money aside for an ipod instead..), and maid in manhattan. i'm going to watch m.i.m. tomorrow, so i don't completely die of boredom.
i'm basically going nuts with longing to see matt, though i am somewhat anxious about it. we have a lot to talk about but it will probably have to wait a couple of days. i'm still trying to figure out how to celebrate our 6 months, with not much coming to mind. i also have no idea when he will be home saturday, weather the am, the afternoon, or night, and i don't really like that a whole lot. but in the end, all this waiting, missing him, and sucky emotions will be worth it.... well, at least i hope so.
so that's today for you.
love.
♥
last night i went to my mom's, i found out she painted my bathroom green and it's extremely hot. i guess i'm moving back there at the end of the summer, i've been missing my mom, shopping and hanging out with her, and especially gray gray and blackie. :)
so last night, we talked a little, and went to bed early. i woke up at 730 am due to insomnia, so i'll prolly go to bed pretty early tonight. anyway, at like 1030 er so, we went to get my contacts and to hecht's. i got 4 tank tops - pink, bluegreen, white and black, a brown tee shirt and a brown gypsy skirt that i trip over when i walk up the stairs, lol. then we went to eat mexican, then to kmart-- yes, we are cheap. i got 2 magazines, the 5th harry potter book, which is extrememly long, a cd player (though perhaps i should have put the money aside for an ipod instead..), and maid in manhattan. i'm going to watch m.i.m. tomorrow, so i don't completely die of boredom.
i'm basically going nuts with longing to see matt, though i am somewhat anxious about it. we have a lot to talk about but it will probably have to wait a couple of days. i'm still trying to figure out how to celebrate our 6 months, with not much coming to mind. i also have no idea when he will be home saturday, weather the am, the afternoon, or night, and i don't really like that a whole lot. but in the end, all this waiting, missing him, and sucky emotions will be worth it.... well, at least i hope so.
so that's today for you.
love.
♥