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last night i talked to people about what's been going on with me, and frankly i think it was rather dumb. i probably should have kept it to myself. basically, problems are not going to arise unless i hang out with these people. perhaps. so maybe this means i should not? ah, to hell with it, i am so bored, and there is not really anyone to hang out with. charlyn is going to come over today, and be here through tuesday i guess. i could hang out with zac again cuz tuesday is his day off but idk. and for the rest of the week i got nothing, there's plenty i could do.. jus, yeah.
i didn't see charlie and the chocolate factory yesterday. i still need to see it, anyone wanna go?!? and i think me and char will go to wedding crashers with our bf's once matt gets home.
time is going SO sloooooooooooooooooooowlllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
gar.
we shall see what happens.
oh, poem i wrote last night/in the wee hours of this morn.
Close your eyes, hold me tight
Don’t let this come crashing down
I worked so hard, for all of this
I don’t want to wish it all away
Hold my hand, even though you’re not mine
And I’m not yours, I’ll tell you a secret
I’ve always loved you
And I never told you, because I didn’t know
But the ground is shaking, I’m losing my footing
Don’t let me fall, catch me before I get away
Keep my head above the water
Don’t let me drown, drowning in you
Your blue eyes, they are like the sky
Open and free, I saw your heart break in them
I didn’t mean to hurt you
That half-smile you gave me
Don’t look at me this way, how could I see it
I’ve been dreaming of you, of you
And I can’t tell you, it would all come tumbling
I thought I would never look into those pools of blue
There is no reason or explanation
Fate works in mysterious ways
But with this one, we may never know.
7-18-05
somewhat inspired by something corporate's song "as you sleep."
close your eyes, and i will be swimming
lullaby's fill your room, and i will be singing
singing to only you
dont forget i'll hold your head
watch the night sky fading red
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me
in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
a constellation of frustration driving hard
singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you, soon i'll be leaving you
but you won't be leaving me
don't forget i'll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me
ohmygod i miss my north cd. *cries*
i'm going to committ suicide if i don't buy a new one. *firm nod*
♥
i didn't see charlie and the chocolate factory yesterday. i still need to see it, anyone wanna go?!? and i think me and char will go to wedding crashers with our bf's once matt gets home.
time is going SO sloooooooooooooooooooowlllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
gar.
we shall see what happens.
oh, poem i wrote last night/in the wee hours of this morn.
Close your eyes, hold me tight
Don’t let this come crashing down
I worked so hard, for all of this
I don’t want to wish it all away
Hold my hand, even though you’re not mine
And I’m not yours, I’ll tell you a secret
I’ve always loved you
And I never told you, because I didn’t know
But the ground is shaking, I’m losing my footing
Don’t let me fall, catch me before I get away
Keep my head above the water
Don’t let me drown, drowning in you
Your blue eyes, they are like the sky
Open and free, I saw your heart break in them
I didn’t mean to hurt you
That half-smile you gave me
Don’t look at me this way, how could I see it
I’ve been dreaming of you, of you
And I can’t tell you, it would all come tumbling
I thought I would never look into those pools of blue
There is no reason or explanation
Fate works in mysterious ways
But with this one, we may never know.
7-18-05
somewhat inspired by something corporate's song "as you sleep."
close your eyes, and i will be swimming
lullaby's fill your room, and i will be singing
singing to only you
dont forget i'll hold your head
watch the night sky fading red
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me
in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
a constellation of frustration driving hard
singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you, soon i'll be leaving you
but you won't be leaving me
don't forget i'll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red
but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me
ohmygod i miss my north cd. *cries*
i'm going to committ suicide if i don't buy a new one. *firm nod*
♥