I'm holding on by letting go of you
Wow. Last night was so..messed up. I wasn't planning on doing anything, but then Yvonne called me about going over Keith's and I was like Oookay. Sure. Why not. I got to her house by 8 and then Keith came around 8:30 We had to wait for her mom and then Keith's car alarm went crazy and that took awhile to fix, but David fixed it. We went over to his house & I met a bunch of people. Mikey, Brendon or Brandon?, Nate, Dan, and can't say I remember the other names. Mikey liked to say fuck and dance around me and this other girl who I can't remember her name. Alex and Kerri showed up at one point with 2 other girls too. I haven't seen them in so long. All the guys couldn't believe I was Josh's sister. We left at like 11:30. Keith and Nate were flipping out at eachother. Like REALLY flipping out so we had Alex bring me and Yvonne to my house. We came straight to my room and she kept trying to call Keith and he kept flippin out. He called me a bitch too because I tried talking to him. Poor Yvonne was crying. They finally talked instead of yelled and they are okay this morning. As far as I know anyway. I talked to DanDan for awhile last night. (Not the one at the party) I can't really remember everything we talked about, but I know I gave him a lot of advice. I also know now that Sarah has my screen name and has been reading my journal. Weird. Well, since she does I must add that I have no problem with you. I told you when you were on Dan's screen name that as long as you're nice to him, I'm nice to you. AND okay so maybe he mentioned something to me about Tyler, but sorry sweetheart, I was told by Tyler about you. I'm really close with him so I hear everything. Before you flip shit again, get your facts straight. Dan cares about you and wouldn't do anything to hurt you so why don't you start caring and doing the same for him. It would be greatly appreciated. And you know, I probably just started something again just because you took something the wrong way or whatever. I'm not trying to be a bitch. Me and Dan are really good friends. Stop flipping out becaue of it. It's not like we're going to run out and start fooling around. HE LIKES YOU. K? Understand? Good. Anyways, today is OHD! And speaking of Dan he's probably going which is cool because I want to see him. I'm seeing Aj and Sarah too. I don't know who else is going. I was so tired this morning when I woke up. I had to bring Yvonne home by 10 because my mom was leaving. I came back thinking I'd goto back to bed, but I decided to play with Hailey instead. I did for awhile and then I started watching a movie and then I came up here to see who was online and yep then I decided to write in here. (too many 'ands') I'm going to go now though. Seeya.