Jan 18, 2005 17:27
OK..SO TODAY WAS GOOD UP UNTIL I GOT HOME...YOU SEE WE HAD THIS GUY "ROCK" COME AND TALK TO US TODAY IN ATHLETICS AND WELL HES A STRENGTH AND CONDITIONING COACH AND I REALLY WANTED TO JOIN HIS PROGRAM...AND SO I TOLD MY DAD ABOUT IT AND HE SAID...YOU ALWAYS "WANT" TO JOIN A PROGRAM TO HELP YOU CONDITION AND STUFF...AND HE LIKE WASNT LISTENING TO ME AND STUFF AND I WAS GETTING REALLY FRUSTRATED AND PISSED..AND WHEN I GET FRUSTRATED I START TO CRY...SO I WAS MAD AND FRUSTRATED..SO...YES..I DID START TO CRY...AND WHEN I DONT SAY CRY AS IN LITTLE DRIP ACROSS YOUR FACE EVERY 2 MIN..I MEAN BAWLING! I WAS CRYING SOO HARD AND I WAS YELLING AND SCREAMING..AND THEN THANKFULLY HE HAD TO LEAVE FOR MY BROTHERS PRACICE SO I WENT TO MY ROOM AND STARTED HITTING MY BED AND SCREAMING ON THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AND NOW MY THROAT HURTS....AND MY EYES ARE ALL RED...AND THEN WHEN MY MOM GETS HOME SHES GONNA ASK WHAT HAPPENED AND IM GONNA HAVE TO TELL HER AND IM NOT GONNA LIKE TELLING HER BC WHENEVER I HAVE TO TELL HER SOMETHING SHE NEVER GETS IT...RIGHT NOW I OFFICIALLY WANNA KILL SOMEBODYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY DAD WASNT EVEN LISTENING TO ME...HE WAS LIKE..PEOPLE ALWAYS TRY AND SEEM LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING..AND THEY NEVER REALLY DO..HES JUST A HOAX..AND I WAS LIKE OMG MY FUCKIN GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING BUT HE DOESNT AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!