There's beauty in the breakdown
Well, I just got off the phone with Minske. We talked for like two and a half hours. Mostly about Kevin. That was probably a waste of our breath. He gave me some interesting information that I think helps me gradually move towards my decision.
I like Kevin so so so so much but it gets to the point where he needs to make up his mind. I can't let him break me like this.
I was looking @ pictures of Mark Wahlberg tonight and I realized that Kevin looks a lot like him and thats why I think he's hot. Marky Mark is like my secret celebrity crush.
But anyway, I really just wanna talk to him. Get it out. Let him know what I think but he never gives me enough time to really talk to him. He's always like "Well, I gotta go watch a movie now" Okay, fuck you too.
But talking to Minske was really nice. He didn't seem to mind that I was completely venting about everything and I woulda thought he was the last person to talk about this with. He was great.
I just want to be loved. Touched.
I like Kevin so so so so much but it gets to the point where he needs to make up his mind. I can't let him break me like this.
I was looking @ pictures of Mark Wahlberg tonight and I realized that Kevin looks a lot like him and thats why I think he's hot. Marky Mark is like my secret celebrity crush.
But anyway, I really just wanna talk to him. Get it out. Let him know what I think but he never gives me enough time to really talk to him. He's always like "Well, I gotta go watch a movie now" Okay, fuck you too.
But talking to Minske was really nice. He didn't seem to mind that I was completely venting about everything and I woulda thought he was the last person to talk about this with. He was great.
I just want to be loved. Touched.