Remind me not to ever think of you again
He didn't call last night. I'm actually glad because I've had the THIRD i repeat THIRD good day in a row!
That is im-press-ive!!!!! This is the first time I've had three good days in a row in like five years.
I really hate ending things with Kevin on such a bad note. I mean, I practically fell in love with him and now I almost hate him. Before Winter Break, I was so sure everything was going to work out. Everything was going to be perfect between us. But now, he's so mean all the time. I mean he used to tell me he missed me everyday, say sweet things, make me feel special. This is the third day he hasn't called, who knows he still might call tonight but who knows, I might not answer. I don't wanna ruin this good week I'm having. But I won't let him. Even if we do talk tonight, I'm not gonna let it affect me. It's like he's this whole different person and I just don't understand. Maybe he was just playing with me the whole time. Who really knows? No one.
Anyway, the point is, I'm on a roll and I'm not gonna let him stop me. But I love him. Still.
I'm foolish.
"I've got a bad feelin about this..."
That is im-press-ive!!!!! This is the first time I've had three good days in a row in like five years.
I really hate ending things with Kevin on such a bad note. I mean, I practically fell in love with him and now I almost hate him. Before Winter Break, I was so sure everything was going to work out. Everything was going to be perfect between us. But now, he's so mean all the time. I mean he used to tell me he missed me everyday, say sweet things, make me feel special. This is the third day he hasn't called, who knows he still might call tonight but who knows, I might not answer. I don't wanna ruin this good week I'm having. But I won't let him. Even if we do talk tonight, I'm not gonna let it affect me. It's like he's this whole different person and I just don't understand. Maybe he was just playing with me the whole time. Who really knows? No one.
Anyway, the point is, I'm on a roll and I'm not gonna let him stop me. But I love him. Still.
I'm foolish.
"I've got a bad feelin about this..."