You say that love goes anywhere. In your darkest time, its just enough to know its there.
Wow. I'm in an upset mood all the sudden.
Today was my first good day this week. Monday and Tuesday were horrible. Like 'Give me cancer now, God!' horrible.
Richie lost my quiz. I had to retake it. Two and a half pages. 170 points. Yeah, I was a tid bit angry. This was yesterday, by the way, and it was the main reason for my bad day.
And I figured today would be bad too because I purposely shut my alarm off and woke up late today (never a good idea, kids) and my mom got pissed b/c it was snowing and she had to drive me to school. But, God, it was a late start day and I didn't feel like getting up @ 5:20 for nothing!
So once I was at school, I figured today would just suck like the others. Also because Kevin didn't call me last night...but then, surprise surprise, he called me at lunch. So I wasn't mad about that anymore. Oh and in the conversation we talked about making babies and him coming for Valentine's. He said he'd try. Most likely, that means no. But we'll see.
I'm already starting to study for my finals and my friends were making fun of me. See, I used to be an overachiever and now all the sudden I'm not, so I thought it'd be nice if I was for this next week so that I can do well on finals. I was telling Emily and Sabina and Emily's like 'already?!' and I was like 'yeah i'm an overachiever' and sabina's like 'no youre not! you used to be!'
so that was real effin great. ha ha.
I've been feeling really "accomplished" lately though because I've been doing my homework completely and stuff and it just feels good to be independent.
Bad news though...I might not be able to go on the cruise. Some thing to do with Jeff and Carey's work. I dunno. It's really lame. My mom was like "Well then, I'll take the girls" And Jeff was like "I don't think you can" But I mean, they can't get a refund so might as well!
Anyway, I don't think my friend needs me anymore. It's not really a good feeling per say.
Love.
Today was my first good day this week. Monday and Tuesday were horrible. Like 'Give me cancer now, God!' horrible.
Richie lost my quiz. I had to retake it. Two and a half pages. 170 points. Yeah, I was a tid bit angry. This was yesterday, by the way, and it was the main reason for my bad day.
And I figured today would be bad too because I purposely shut my alarm off and woke up late today (never a good idea, kids) and my mom got pissed b/c it was snowing and she had to drive me to school. But, God, it was a late start day and I didn't feel like getting up @ 5:20 for nothing!
So once I was at school, I figured today would just suck like the others. Also because Kevin didn't call me last night...but then, surprise surprise, he called me at lunch. So I wasn't mad about that anymore. Oh and in the conversation we talked about making babies and him coming for Valentine's. He said he'd try. Most likely, that means no. But we'll see.
I'm already starting to study for my finals and my friends were making fun of me. See, I used to be an overachiever and now all the sudden I'm not, so I thought it'd be nice if I was for this next week so that I can do well on finals. I was telling Emily and Sabina and Emily's like 'already?!' and I was like 'yeah i'm an overachiever' and sabina's like 'no youre not! you used to be!'
so that was real effin great. ha ha.
I've been feeling really "accomplished" lately though because I've been doing my homework completely and stuff and it just feels good to be independent.
Bad news though...I might not be able to go on the cruise. Some thing to do with Jeff and Carey's work. I dunno. It's really lame. My mom was like "Well then, I'll take the girls" And Jeff was like "I don't think you can" But I mean, they can't get a refund so might as well!
Anyway, I don't think my friend needs me anymore. It's not really a good feeling per say.
Love.