wont you hold me nowwwww?
i went to the ortho today b/c my mom wanted to see if im having major problemas w/ my teeth. well turns out shelby has way more issues but she cant really get them fixed until shes like 10 and a 1/2 so yeah whatever about that. but me! effing gosh. theyre saying im gonna need an expander for a year and braces for 18 months.
GOOD LORD!
as if i dont already have enough trouble with guys.....i'll just give up the next two years and focus on school. YEAH RIGHT. fuck. i want to get the clear brackets but i guess they break easier and theyre bigger so theyre not as comfortable but still.......idk what to do. they have a 'tooth' colored rubber band but it'll probably just make my teeth look funny colored. i just know that when i look at guys, braces do play a factor in looks and if i have them for fricking all of sophmore year...ugh.
but oh well because the guy i like wont 'hook up' with me like he said hes gonna b/c hes a liar b/c hes not gonna move closer cause he LIIIIIEEEES! and then its sophmore year which isnt as important as junior and senior so if i get it over w/ now, i'll have beautiful teeth then. im probably stressing too much about this but its a big deal for me. not to mention, you talk WAY weird w/ an expander. it sucks massive cock.
ugh. i just wanna be normal.
so since i went to that appt, i missed first and second period. im happy about missing first but 2nds kind of a big deal b/c its spanish and im missing friday too so its gonna be hard to get ready for finals. yikes. then i came back and we had a test in math but since i wont have time to finish it friday, she let me take it home. so i'll probably do well on it. and as for science, piece of cake piece of pie. not worried about it. then we had a pep assembly after 4th. it was okay. pretty boring cause they did this gay rose ceremony for every effing person on the poms, soccer and volleyball teams cause they won state. oh but the hip hop club did this routine and it was only NEGROS AND ASIANS! RACISM!!!!!!!! ha ha. the asians were on the side doin 'bboy' moves...but really they sucked and then negro girls were in the middle doin this slutty routine. it was rather funny. and the pom squad did their routine that they won state with. it was pretty good. so yeah. thats that.
other than that...nothing really too exciting. im gonna go shopping today for the rest of my xmas presents(LOTS OF THEM...AHHH BROKENESS!)
well i must be off. love.