now for the juicy stuff...
This is prolly the first time im gonna use this journal as an actual journal, instead of a summary of my life. I guess theyre the same thing, but you know what i mean.
Alot of shit has been bothering me lately. I dont know why everything seems to be going wrong at the same time, but its very frustrating to think of whats going on. where to start. Well i had a convo with my mother (uggh) and she seems to think that all this is jsut fine and dandy and that i dont have feelings about whats happening in our family. so im just dead to everyone now. she decides to tell me "i have good news, me and your father have decided that we should get divorced. but were gonna wait till after you graduate!" oh goody. and thats the good news im getting. fuck her. ive decided not to feel anything about this because its too much work to actually feel bad about that. its not like i really care anyways. its just my family... and my life. no big deal.
so theres that, and the fact that i cant stand school anymore and all the people there are just annoying. First of all theres so many exams and SAT stuff that i have to worry about and i jsut want it all to end. and the way that ppl are acting now is so ignorant. Some of my friends have just gotten huge grudges at me over nothing ive never even heard about, or just random anger. what are we three? god. this just adds to what they dont know about that is really bothering me. This just pisses me off even more and causes me to get angry at the people who actually do care about me. so i apoligize to like 2 ppl. thats all the love i got. i cant believe some people actually have the nerve to ask me about some petty shit to try to get me pissed. i guess i feel like theres nobody out there. im prolly right.
11 days of school left. i prolly didnt count right. whatever.
Alot of shit has been bothering me lately. I dont know why everything seems to be going wrong at the same time, but its very frustrating to think of whats going on. where to start. Well i had a convo with my mother (uggh) and she seems to think that all this is jsut fine and dandy and that i dont have feelings about whats happening in our family. so im just dead to everyone now. she decides to tell me "i have good news, me and your father have decided that we should get divorced. but were gonna wait till after you graduate!" oh goody. and thats the good news im getting. fuck her. ive decided not to feel anything about this because its too much work to actually feel bad about that. its not like i really care anyways. its just my family... and my life. no big deal.
so theres that, and the fact that i cant stand school anymore and all the people there are just annoying. First of all theres so many exams and SAT stuff that i have to worry about and i jsut want it all to end. and the way that ppl are acting now is so ignorant. Some of my friends have just gotten huge grudges at me over nothing ive never even heard about, or just random anger. what are we three? god. this just adds to what they dont know about that is really bothering me. This just pisses me off even more and causes me to get angry at the people who actually do care about me. so i apoligize to like 2 ppl. thats all the love i got. i cant believe some people actually have the nerve to ask me about some petty shit to try to get me pissed. i guess i feel like theres nobody out there. im prolly right.
11 days of school left. i prolly didnt count right. whatever.