Okay....

[takebackthetear]

So im officially disconnecting my computer now...
I'm really scared...
Scared im making the wrong decision
Scared that im leaving everything great behind
Scared that this means its really over
Scared that i wont be back
Scared that i'll wanna come back but can't
Scared that im getting ready to drive my car off the road to the end of my life
Scared that im about to make the biggest mistake of my life
Scared because the person who was suppose to be there for me forever isnt there to hold my hand and tell me everythings gonna be ok
Scared that no matter what i do i'll never actually love again...
I'm just scared

and i dont think that i should be this scared about moving on

What if i am doing everything all wrong?

Well i guess this is it its time to dive off all the cliffs and take this plunge...
No looking back now huh?