Aug 24, 2004 18:59
Well i finally got my power n cable back but i guess i was expecting to much... i've been busting my ass at Winn Dixie n me and Andi have been putting up with so much shit, but the sad thing is when im not there i miss it, it seems like my 2nd home now...
I miss him already... paitently waiting for my phone to ring i want to talk 2 him so bad...
well it seems that alot of things have changed since summer ended i dont feel as close 2 some people as i was b4 n them some others it feels like they've just totally written off n i dont even exsist to them anymore, its kinda depresssing... i got on here today 2 see wut everyone beens up to and see how people have been holding up n some of the people's journals or AIM profiles that i read just depressed me and made me feel discluded, but i guess i kinda deserve that since work is my life now n i guess its my fault that i dont ever have any time off but im actually happy now... happier then i can ever remember being well maybe except for when i was in Kentucky having the time of my life with Tina, but even that seems a blur now... i dont maybe this new skool year has just made everyone change even me... things are just so confusing now... but im starting to adjust again to being back in skool and when we went into class today for the 1st time again it was ok... kinda boring cant wait for real work but most people would desagree with me... i guess im just rambling on about nothing anyone is gonna care about anywayz... well i have alot on my mind and no one 2 tell it 2 i guess... i need Andres 2 call soon so i can talk 2 him... or Andi i can talk 2 her 2... (its ok im blonde), well im out for a while i guess this entry is long enough
I <3 u
~Noodle~