Jul 13, 2006 09:48
i failed, i slept for a good 3 hours yesterday before going to work.. oh well. so lately i've been working with this kid who's really a built, black version of mark good, they've got the same facial build.. and weird sense of humor... but today we ended up talking about politics and he asked me if i think the state of the world could be fixed.. its really not probable, but possible; yes, i think it can happen. He got a good laugh out of that, and called me naive, then told me 90% of the people in this town alone wouldn't cross the street to piss on my head if it was on fire. I admit that my views and ideas are really.. really idealistic and far fetched, but i think thats whats keeping me going. The minute i start living with that jaded apathetic outlook on the world is when i feel i've lost, its worn me down and i've givin up.