kuu-kuu-ka-chuuu
So, my life continues to be a rollercoaster.
One day I'm completely happy, other days, I feel terrible about myself. The good day are becoming more frequent though. Last night was pretty scary. I want to fix so much with my actions, but sometimes I feel like I'm helpless. I can't seem to stop things from going awry sometimes, and it breaks me inside.
I've never been able to really express my feelings artistically, or in lyrical form, but I try to be open and ask for help. I thank God so much that he gave me awesomely loving people to help me.
I'm sorry this post was so vague, I'm just having a hard time sorting things out in my mind.
(On the brighter side, we (And after the fire) are picking up. This Thursday we are playing a show at SVSU, and on Saturday we're playing at Shooter's. We got a van offer in Grand Rapids that we're going to check out on Friday, and things are generally looking up. I know God is raining his blessings down on us, and that specific prayers are being answered. THANK YOU LORD!!!!)
One day I'm completely happy, other days, I feel terrible about myself. The good day are becoming more frequent though. Last night was pretty scary. I want to fix so much with my actions, but sometimes I feel like I'm helpless. I can't seem to stop things from going awry sometimes, and it breaks me inside.
I've never been able to really express my feelings artistically, or in lyrical form, but I try to be open and ask for help. I thank God so much that he gave me awesomely loving people to help me.
I'm sorry this post was so vague, I'm just having a hard time sorting things out in my mind.
(On the brighter side, we (And after the fire) are picking up. This Thursday we are playing a show at SVSU, and on Saturday we're playing at Shooter's. We got a van offer in Grand Rapids that we're going to check out on Friday, and things are generally looking up. I know God is raining his blessings down on us, and that specific prayers are being answered. THANK YOU LORD!!!!)