May 26, 2009 19:26
I went over there to hang out after the show. We had fun and hung out and ordered pizza. drama broke out and some people left. I stayed and so did two friends and we watched "Step Brothers". You were all over me when she was there to be with you. That's why it was awkward, not because i didnt like you but because i felt that you should have showed her attention. you were flirty all week and so i joined in.
then i went over again after the show and everyone was there for the cast party. I hoped that all this flirting would lead somewhere that night. when i got there a girl from the audience shows up with a cast member and i figure she is just hanging out with her. Then when i learn taht they are "going after each other" i realize what is going on. come to find out you play the wrong cards. i am the forgotten girl that night. but you know the funny thing...i dont care. its amazing because i know i should. i mean i do crave your attention but i do not care. i really dont because i know that there are boys, no men out there that care and will give me attention.
but being the cute person that i am, i will get you what you told me to get you at intermission at the last show. it will be sitting on your table when you walk in the dressing room thursday. i am a good stage manager and will get my cast what they need :)
but life really is good. i am having fun and about to start june term which will consist of two hours of class a day and reading at the pool. after a year of not being able to tan because of "psycho beach party" i am so ready to be tan and i am already getting a good base tan. i have this feeling that this class is going to be good for me and after class ends i will be in rehearsal for "come back to the five and dime jimmy dean, jimmy dean" in a part that i am really excited about.
bring on tomorrow and the rest of my life. i am so pumped! :)