reevaluating...

[take_me_there]

Today marks a significant turning point in my life. I have been thinking about what makes me happy, and why i am sad, and i have noticed a pattern i create. I take for granted what i have, then once i can't have it anymore i want it back. My life is filled with regrets, consequences of my decisions. I don't want to look at myself at the end of the day and say "i should have done this, or i shouldn't have been been like that." I am going to stop being so safe, thinking that i am protecting myself, when really i am only causing more hurt,and start taking more chances. I would rather put myself out there, succombing to pain, than hold back always wondering "what if...," causing more of it.

"Life is too short to let it pass us by. We only have one shot at, then it's gone."